Friday, February 18, 2011

Pathway No More


Pathway No More, originally uploaded by Cloud_AirHeart.

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

-Adelle, Chasing Pavements

(Pretty much says everything)

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Apoy Yan.


Apoy, originally uploaded by Cloud_AirHeart.

Girl loves Boy.
Boy loves Girl too but ignores her.
Girl felt sad and lonely, enrolls to gym and met Hunk.
Hunk makes girl smile.
Girl likes hunk. Hunk likes Girl.
Hunk has two girls waiting at home.
Girl sleeps on the sofa as Boy dozes on the comforts of their bed.

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Ganyan kakumplikado ang situation ni Insan. On the rocks na ang relationship niya with her boyfriend but still shes still holding on kasi mahal niya ang tao. Mahal niya. Pero sabi ko naman sa kanya yang pagmamahal na yan is not enough to make you stay sa isang relationship na pasira na at may lamat na. So ang ginawa she tried her best na makahanap ng iba pang rason to keep holding on despite sa araw araw na reklamo na naririnig ko sa mga pinag aawayan nila lately: ang pinakagrabe na siguro ay yung pag ignore ng lalaki to celebrate valentines together with her. Hindi ko naman masabi na pathetic excuse na magtampo si pinsan na hindi siya pinagbigyan ng panahon sa valentines pero sa obvious reasons na sa lahat na lang ng pagkakataon ganun na yata ang ginawa ng Boy.

Kaya sigro hindi ko masisi-sisi si Insan na maging kabit ni Gwapitong Gym Instructor. By fate si Gwaping ang naging Instructor niya sa Popular na Gym. Pinakilala niya itong si Gwapito weeks ago sa akin at ang tanging masasabi ko lang "Para akong nananaginip pag kaharap siya". Oha pag hindi pa naman to the highest heaven ang description na yan ewan ko na. Anyhow, napapasaya niya itong si Insan to the extent na nawawala ang mga worries at problema ni Insan. Kaso may ka live in na itong si Gwaping at may anak na babae. "Apoy yan" ang aking turan sa aking pinsan.

As much as possible im trying to talk sense to her. Ibig kong sabihin nagiging OK na siya sa fact na OK lang na maging kabit siya ni Gwapito at long last na masaya siya, which i think is so wrong. Ang lagi kong sinasabi sa kanya na "OK lang na maging masaya tayo pero not to the extent na may masasaktan tayo." Pero sino ba naman ako para i hinder ang kaligayahan ni Insan. One of these days isusuko na niya ang Bataan sa Gwapito. Sa palagay naman niya daw ay sincere ang lalaki and the sorts. Tinatry ko to fish out information sa sincerity ng lalaki, mukha namang OK. kaso naaawa ako sa asawa at anak ni Pogiboy. Kahapon nga ang tagal ng usapan namin ni Insan tungkol dito kasi tinawagan siya ni Misis kasi nakakatunog na sa kanilang affair. Suskopo eh ilang linggo palang may alam na kagad ang misis. Oh My.

Naguguluhan din ako. Kasi sino ba naman ako na pigilan si Insan at ang Gwaping na maging masaya sa piling ng isat isa. Malamang ang Poging lalaki ay hindi na din masaya sa partner niya. Pero naman kung magpapatali ka tiyakin na siya na talaga. Kaya takot din ako para kay insan kasi nga baka one of these days pag ok na sila ulet ng partner niya eh ibasura na si Insan.

One thing na lagi kong sambit kay insan na. siguraduhin nyang wag syang iiyak dyan dahil alam niya ang ending simula pa lamang. Pero in case umiyak siya andito lang ako. Kasi love ko siya, hindi ko siya iiwan. Pero alam niya na mali, tinatry kong maintindihan. Nakikinig at makikinig ako sa kanyang mga Hinaing sa boyfriend niya at sa tawa saya at uncertainty sa gym instructor niya.

Ewan ko ba basta ang complicated. OK lang maging masaya basta walang masasaktan, sinasaktan o nasasaktang iba. Yun. doon dapat tayo.

Sabi nga sa pelikulang Miss You Like Crazy:

"(Iho) Isa lang ang puso mo. Dapat isa lang ang laman niyan. Kailangang mamili ka, pero pag namili ka, tiyak may masasaktan. Pero hanggang hindi ka namimili pareho mo silang sinasaktan..." - Tatay Temi

-Doctor Love (ayon sa aking bunsong kapatid)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Mithril's Top 25




1. Forget You - Gwyneth Paltrow / Glee - The Music Vol 4 (2010) / 188 Plays

2. Firework - Katy Perry / Teenage Dream / 73 Plays

3. Poker Face - Idina Menzel & Lea Michele / Glee: The Music Volume 3 / 62 Plays

4. To Sir, With Love - Rachel, Finn, Santana, Mercedes, Artie, Kurt & Tina / Glee: The Music, Journey To Regionals / 54 Plays

5. Defying Gravity -Kurt & Rachel / Glee: The Music, Volume 1 / 48 Plays

6. Bills, Bills, Bills - Darren Criss / The Sue Sylvester Bowl Shuffle / 45 Plays

7. Valerie – Santana / Glee - The Music Vol 4 / 40 Plays

8. My Hands - Leona Lewis / Echo / 35

9. Mahal Kita Kasi - Toni Gonzaga / My Amnesia Girl / 30 Plays

10. Brave - Tawgs Salter / The Vampire Diaries OST / 29 Plays

11. Halo - Beyoncé / I Am...Beyonce / 28 Plays

12. We Belong Together - Mariah Carey / The Emancipation of Mimi / 26 Plays

13. There's a Fine, Fine, Line – Kate Monster / Avenue Q OST/ 24 Plays

14. Auld Lang Syne - The New Years Anthem - Mariah Carey / Merry Christmas II You / 24 Plays

15. Downtown - Emma Bunton / Life In Mono / 23 Plays

16. You’ll Always Find Your Way Back Home - Hannah Montana / Hannah Montana: The Movie Soundtrack / 23 Plays

17. Tears Dry on Their Own - Amy Winehouse / Back to Black / 22 Plays

18. 4 Minutes – Madonna / Celebration / 22 Plays

19. Need You Now – Lady Antebellum / Need You Now / 21 Plays

20. One Less Bell To Answer/A House Is Not A Home - Kristin Chenoweth & Will / Glee: The Music Volume 3 / 21 Plays

21. H.A.T.E.U. - Mariah Carey / Memoirs Of An Imperfect Angel / 21 Plays

22. Valerie - Mark Ronson feat. Amy Winehouse / Version / 21 Plays

23. Tell You Something [Nana's Reprise] - Alicia Keys / As I Am / 17 Plays

24. Intimacy - The Corrs / Talk On Corners / 17 Plays

25. Lucky – Quinn & Sam / Glee - The Music Vol 4 / 17 Plays

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Let It Be Me


I Bless The Day, originally uploaded by Cloud_AirHeart.

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Fell in love with this super cute film Flipped.
Me thinks this line from Chet Duncan, Bryce's Grandpa says what i felt after watching the movie.

"Some of us get dipped in flat, some in satin, some in gloss; but every once in a while, you find someone who's iridescent, and once you do, nothing will ever compare..."

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I found myself playing the ending song "Let it be me" over and over again. Ive heard my Ninang humming to its tune, and im quite sure she knows it because it came from the decade she might felt love for the first time.. I am in love and i do hope that the song translate into my life and someone can claim me and i can really say, Let It be Me.

Valentines is indeed in the air.

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Let It Be Me
Phil Everly
OST Flipped

I bless the day I found you.
I want to stay around you.
And so I beg you, let it be me.

Don't take this heaven from one.
If you must cling to someone.
Now and forever, let it be me.

Each time we meet, Love,
I find complete love.
Without your sweet love,
What would life be?

So never leave me lonely.
Tell me you love me only.
And that you'll always, let it be me.
Say you'll always, let it be me.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

I think ill be brave starting with you

Brave
Tawgs Salter
OST The Vampire Diaries

I think I'll be brave
Starting with you
But I'll fall away if you tell me to
I'd rather be wrong
Then hope that I'm right
'Cause I can't go on with this all inside

I think I'll be brave
And say how I've wanted you

Going around inside my head
Trying to talk me out of it
So lonely...Too lonely
If there's a possibility
You turn and run away with me
I need to...To show you before it fades

I think I'll be brave
Starting with you
But I'll fall away if you tell me to
I'd rather be wrong
Than hope that I'm right
'Cause I can't go on with this all inside

I think I'll be brave
And say how I've wanted you

Over the bridge and down a ways
Far off ahead I see a face
I follow, it's swallows me
Where do i begin
Whenever you say you let me in
I need to...To show you before it fades

I think I'll be brave
Starting with you
But I'll fall away if you tell me to
I'd rather be worng
Than hope that I'm right
'Cause I can't go on with this all inside

I think I'll be brave
And say how I've wanted you

Say how I've wanted you
Say how I've wanted you
And say how I've wanted you

I think I'll be brave

Going around inside my head
Trying to talk me out of it
So lonely...