Sunday, March 7, 2010

“FATHER I DO”

I was catching butterflies while you are playing basketball on the courtyard of stone. The scent of the roses gave me an intentionally nice feeling, to stop what im doing, and watch your sweaty body as it gracefully moves while delivering the ball to the basket. You saw me and asked me to play with you, but I replied to you that I’m doing some butterfly collection for my project in Science. How’d I wish, I can play with you… to feel your body, to smell the perfume that you wear, to hold your hands tightly, to whisper I love you… but I cant, I know you cant understand me, im just your friend… howd I wish I could be beside you when you say “FATHER, I DO”

During the CLASS OUTING, we did camping near the river, you served as our leader, always guiding us on what to do and what to expect. Life indeed has been good for both of us. As you were preparing the nights bonfire, you have accidentally burned yourself, I immediately approached you in hopes to personally mend your burned skin, then the nurse of the group approached you… Howd I wish I can take away your pain… to make you at ease… howd I wish I can assure you that everythings gonna be okay, to hold your hands tightly, to whisper I love you… but I can’t, I know you can’t understand me, im just your friend… howd I wish I could be beside you when you say “FATHER, I DO”

I was the president of our class organization while you became the escort of the muse; you have previously told me you have a crush on her. The feeling was awful, I really can’t explain why. But because I loved you, I had personally nominated you as our class escort, and I know you’re happy. Came the Acquaintance Party, and there I saw you with her, your muse, now a girlfriend, the music was mellow as I remember. You saw me and invited me to dance; I said carry on and enjoy the party for I have some other things to attend to. How’d I wish, I can dance with you… to feel your body, to smell the perfume that you wear, to hold your hands tightly, to whisper I love you… but I can’t, I know you can’t understand me, im just your friend… howd I wish I could be beside you when you say “FATHER, I DO”

There you were waving your hand in the center of the stage, you have graduated cum laude and I was so proud of you. You approached and thanked me for the friendship and all the support that I have given you. While you were tossing your toga, your long time girlfriend approached you and, you kissed and hugged her… Howd I wish I could kiss you… and feel your body, to smell the perfume that you wear, to hold your hands tightly, to whisper I love you… but I can’t, I know you can’t understand me, im just your friend… howd I wish I could be beside you when you say “FATHER, I DO”

There you are, walking down the aisle while I am waiting for you near the altar. My Long white dress reaches the floor. You are also Clad in White, you walked like an Angel. The smooth face that you possess and the eyes that seems teary, focused on my place as you whispered Thank You then I LOVE YOU. And as you sat there, near the altar, I thought to myself that my wish has been granted, you are there ALMOST beside me…

“Jerome Do you take Michelle as your wife…” I said to him

“FATHER I DO”

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